I thought we were going to be parents quickly. Like everyone else. I started taking prenatals, counting the days, take my temperature in the morning and chart it. Never did I imagine, I would be here 3 years later, childless and just having another surgery to remove my remaining tube. No more miracles for us, at least not without serious medical intervention. More medical help than ever imagined. I’ve had numerous surgeries, an IVF cycle and a FET cycle, both yielded a brief pregnancy. Now we have to wait for the recovery from this surgery before moving forward again. I have stage 4 endometriosis. One of the worst cases my surgeon has ever seen. This disease spreads fast in some cases. Mine is one of them. This has been an incredible struggle, mentally, physically, emotionally and financially. I’m lucky to have the support of my wonderful husband, my parents and very few friends who have stuck by me. I welcome all of my new #endosisters out there. Thank you for letting me into your lives through Facebook and Twitter.

We have an appointment with the Reproductive Immunologist on April 2nd. Less than 2 weeks away. I am excited tohear what he has to say this time. I can’t think of how long it’s been since we were there (2010). He wanted to do another test then, so I am assuming there will be another month or two of preparations before we can use our last embryo.


About our last embryo

I have Endometriosis, Adenomyosis and Hashimoto's Thyroiditis. I've had Lyme, Bell's Palsy and the Shingles before I was 25. I've done IVF twice, with and without immunosuppression and FET. I am married to my best friend and I am Infertile.
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2 Responses to Hope

  1. Hi , I also have stage 4 as well hun and I’ve been told I will never be able to concieve . So I feel your pain totally… I’ve only had 2 laps. I have a appointment in May with my Gyane. Never give up hope hun xxx

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