Each time we get close

I’m having another surgery tomorrow to remove my right Fallopian tube and more endometriosis. The last time we were about to start a cycle for the frozen transfer of our last embryo, they found this messed up tube. So, it comes out tomorrow. I have made an appointment with the reproductive immunologist. If this is going to work, I want to try everything possible to avoid having to redo the fresh IVF cycle with all of those hormone shots , that truly made my endometriosis worse. Our appointment is on Tuesday, April 2nd. I figured a month of extra tests and then we could Fed Ex the embryo and do the FET in May. Nope. In order to do a cycle, I need my mornings free, at least until 11:30, because he’s an hour and fifteen minutes away. Well, my managers had different plans for me that last 3 months starting April 1st. Is it another sign? C’mon! Again, I love my job and I don’t mind, but the timing stinks. Now the cycle will have to wait until July, a month before I turn 40! Very upsetting indeed, for the both of us. Perhaps it will take until July for all of the testing and procedures to be done. If I need IVIg, that is done before the cycle starts anyway. This is me reasoning. Otherwise, I believe someone is beating me over the head with signs that its not meant to be. However, I truly believe we should be parents. Please, just let us win the lottery, just a few hundred thousand dollars, so we can afford a surrogate and lawyers fees!


About our last embryo

I have Endometriosis, Adenomyosis and Hashimoto's Thyroiditis. I've had Lyme, Bell's Palsy and the Shingles before I was 25. I've done IVF twice, with and without immunosuppression and FET. I am married to my best friend and I am Infertile.
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