Slacking on Bloggers Unite, sorry. Oops

I had written almost an entire blog post, twice, but my iPhone updated the apps and now my app doesn’t save my drafts as long as it used to. Now I can’t remember what I wrote. I hate that. Then I posted it on a different blog I was starting and then stopped. Sorry for the inconvenience or confusion.
I had started my letter to the congressman about the EndoMarch in DC, but I seem to be stuck. I’m really trying to do the right thing by doing this but I’m also a little nervous because I live in the same town. Sounds so stupid now that I wrote that!
It was deleted by my wordpress app anyway. So here I am, feeling guilty that I skipped a week in the bloggers unite world. I’ll start over soon and I will send it.
However! I’ve been having a really tough week, mentally, physically and emotionally, in my personal life, work, and spirit. I am so grateful to my acupuncturist. She met me at her office at 7:30 yesterday morning so that I could get some relief from my anxiety.
Mentally, there’s a lot going on in my brain (there usually is) that my mouth can’t communicate right now (for a change). One day I’ll write about it, but for now, I’m keeping my big mouth shut. It seems to get me in trouble, even if I don’t deserve to get into trouble. It’s my mouth and I have to deal with it’s consequences.
Physically, this week was rough. I got my period 9 days early. It drained me. I will admit though, the cramps were not as bad as before surgery, the leg pain was still excruciating, but only lasted two or three days instead of the whole week. I went to the gym anyway! I fought through it. The panic attacks wear me out though. They’ve been almost daily since my period. The few days before, when it was so cold, I thought it had breathing issues from the weather. I don’t know, maybe it is. It hasn’t been below 20 in a few days, but the snow and ice are making me crazy.
Emotionally, well, I’m spent. I’m ready to win the lotto and not worry about everything so much. I don’t want to argue with my husband anymore. I want the dogs to be healthy and I want the store to carry my Italian ice (it’s so bad for me but tastes so good)!


About our last embryo

I have Endometriosis, Adenomyosis and Hashimoto's Thyroiditis. I've had Lyme, Bell's Palsy and the Shingles before I was 25. I've done IVF twice, with and without immunosuppression and FET. I am married to my best friend and I am Infertile.
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1 Response to Slacking on Bloggers Unite, sorry. Oops

  1. Elisha says:

    i will be lost if my drafts were deleted! YIKES!

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