I had just one prayer…

Heartbreaking, but the letter is so beautiful. Please read. Infertility can be a lonely place. We must comfort each other.

A Calm Persistence

I had one prayer since our last miscarriage. Just one prayer. Is that too much to ask? That prayer was that I would continue to see only one line on each pregnancy test until I would be pregnant with the little guy or girl I was going to take home; the one I would get to keep. One.single.prayer.

There was no way I could trudge through the grief of another loss. Having 3 consecutive losses is enough to break you.  Quite honestly the last loss almost killed me…the depression and the pain that cuts so deep you can’t even function. Even getting a shower felt like a monumental task. The days that were a complete blur because your mind can’t cope and you can’t possibly see the world through swollen, tear-filled eyes. The nightmares, and waking up with empty arms. The baby that you once carried and longed to hold for…

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About our last embryo

I have Endometriosis, Adenomyosis and Hashimoto's Thyroiditis. I've had Lyme, Bell's Palsy and the Shingles before I was 25. I've done IVF twice, with and without immunosuppression and FET. I am married to my best friend and I am Infertile.
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