Category Archives: devastated

Another EndoSister gone

I didn’t know her personally, but I knew her.  We all knew her. She struggled with this disease that makes other “normal” people think we’re crazy. They think we are wimps and can’t handle a painful period. Sometimes, I wish … Continue reading

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Set back

I’ve had one!  When you’re on a journey to learn about yourself and what makes you tick, you can discover things you do not want to! I have become very good at avoiding many things. Me? Really good at avoiding … Continue reading

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Another December loss

As if this time of year isn’t hard enough without our relatives who have passed on, pregnancy losses, and all the commercialization of Christmas. Friday night, she started to cough and breathe very heavily. All week, I knew it was … Continue reading

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Reality check

There’s been a lot of suicides lately. In the news, in the Endo community and on my news feed and it’s just so heartbreaking. We lost celebrities, two young, (in their twenties) ladies and unless you suffer from what they … Continue reading

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Finding the Light part 2

The following year was a year of surgeries and following the advice of specialist after specialist, trying to fix everything that they told me was wrong with me. I had two more surgeries for endometriosis. Each one did make me … Continue reading

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Finding the light, part 1

Change happens all the time. Mostly, it’s good. I’ve been in a sort of metamorphosis, but it’s taken 3 years. I will try to explain it. I’m still working on it. I’m also not 100% on what IT is. Three … Continue reading

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Always A Work In progress

I’m working on letting most of the negative thoughts go as quickly as they come. It really is a little scary what we can think ourselves into. Think about how easy it is to convince yourself of the negative? Exactly. … Continue reading

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