Tag Archives: anxiety

Slacking on Bloggers Unite, sorry. Oops

I had written almost an entire blog post, twice, but my iPhone updated the apps and now my app doesn’t save my drafts as long as it used to. Now I can’t remember what I wrote. I hate that. Then … Continue reading

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Acupuncture at its finest

I switched my post. I was going to start off by complaining about my pains again. However, there are so many others worse off than little old me! So, while I am doubled over with my heating pad on and … Continue reading

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New doctor, same story

I want what I can’t have. I just got so annoyed on Thursday, my day off. I went to yet another new specialist and I just must be crazy or a snob! I must expect too much from these doctors. … Continue reading

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Autoimmune disease sucks

Autoimmune disease sucks! I said it and I will repeat it. Autoimmune disease sucks! Big time. My immunologist told me my hashimoto’s thyroiditis was caused by Lyme disease. Did I mention I had Lyme in 1995? Yeah. My early twenties … Continue reading

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Heal me-slowly

I took a walk today. I sometimes get my lunch break early, today it was at 10:30am. Lucky for me, my husband will be walking the dogs today, the weather is perfect, and I brought a short sleeved shirt to … Continue reading

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Heal me Hashimoto’s

Again, I sit and wonder what to do. What could I possibly have to say after all that we’ve been through these last three plus years? I won’t bore you with the, why me’s and how come’s? Well at least … Continue reading

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I hope it turns around

I’m so scared. I don’t know why. Maybe I do. I’m afraid it didn’t work. I’m afraid those were my last two eggs ever. I’m afraid that after all of our struggles, there will be no baby. Sometime on Thursday, … Continue reading

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Day 3 wheat free/miss bread

Today is my third day off gluten, wheat, and milk. I didn’t eat much to begin with and I am really on the verge of tears, I miss my buttered rolls. My skin is starting to break out too. I … Continue reading

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Anxiety attack

Today, I had a panic attack. These have been plaguing me since I was a teenager. I was on antidepressants for many years and I still had panic attacks. Anxiety/ panic attacks are horrible. I now know how to deal … Continue reading

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Return of the pain

I wonder if I purposely stopped thinking about it all in the last week? It is after all Endometriosis Awareness Month and I did not write much. I started this month fully aware of my endometriosis, complete with pains that … Continue reading

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