Tag Archives: childless

NIAW-the awareness continues

My family was visiting last week and they left on Tuesday and today was my last day of work before starting my training for my new job next week. Last Wednesday, I was sitting at the aquarium with my cousin … Continue reading

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Tough day

There will be tough days and I know I’ll never “get over” it (living childless). It’s been three weeks since we decided to end our quest to be parents. I made the mistake of going to the supermarket on a … Continue reading

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Words

Words. Remember the old saying, “sticks and stones may break my bones, but names can never hurt me”? Yeah, what a crock! I’d rather be hit with a flying stick or stone! Words can hurt. Words can heal. Words can … Continue reading

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Hurts like hell

Ok, I’ll say it! It hurts like hell to see the pictures of your big belly! It hurts like hell to see the posts of the awesome beta numbers doubling or tripling. It hurts like hell to read about your … Continue reading

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Fear will come to pass

So absolutely true, I’ve done it time and time again. We need to work on what we say to ourselves. It’s time I followed my own advice. “Without faith to act as a governor, the human mind is a runaway … Continue reading

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A part of me

Sometimes I do too much thinking. I think myself into a problem or a mood. We all do it. Today, I am working my hardest to avoid really getting sad. It’s inevitable that I will be sad at times because … Continue reading

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