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Pretty happy

I woke up the other day feeling excited. I’m doing it! It’s time to get back the old me in a new and improved way! When I was in my twenties and early thirties, I was so confident. I’d go … Continue reading

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Mammo Day

I had my very first mammogram on Wednesday. The baseline. I know I know, I should’ve done it a while ago. But I was a little busy in the last three years. Six surgeries, two IVFs and a FET (frozen … Continue reading

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I hope it turns around

I’m so scared. I don’t know why. Maybe I do. I’m afraid it didn’t work. I’m afraid those were my last two eggs ever. I’m afraid that after all of our struggles, there will be no baby. Sometime on Thursday, … Continue reading

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Reminds me of last night

Last night we had the most beautiful sunset after the rain. I happened to glance out into our backyard and through the trees was a bright glowing reddish orange sun setting, it was picture perfect. I just stood there looking … Continue reading

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self help

I have been working on bettering myself throughout this ordeal.  I have met a wonderful group of new friends through my search for alternative methods of pain relief.  They have taught me to take care of me first.  I am … Continue reading

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Surgery day – updated

I am actually home! Surgery went well and we got home around 9pm. I had a sandwich and am ready for bed. I’ll call Dr. Kanayama tomorrow for details, but I was told I had a cyst on my right … Continue reading

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How much more?

Today, I had a pensive day. I keep going through my daily routine, kind of “going through the motions”. I am , however, reminding myself to be grateful for what I do have. My loving husband, my parents, my dogs, … Continue reading

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